Each time I see you
That familiar feeling comes over
It hurts so god damn much
But heals my once broken heart

I don’t know what to say
I don’t know what to do
Its feels the exact same
But everything is so brand new

Maybe I’ll figure it out
Hopefully it’s the right choice
I hold my breath and hope that I can fast forward
If I was able to rewind everything would be ok too

I believe everything happens for a reason
Maybe I deserved this pain
Maybe this is a way of saying that I do deserve something special
It could be a test to see who I really am inside

Either way what’s happening isn’t fair to either of us
We both want to know the choice of the other
It could hurt us
It could make us happy

Looking back
I never would have thought about it
But now you’re here and things are so different
There is still so much shit though

I still don’t know what to believe
I hate asking
I want you to tell me
But I know you don’t know what I want to know

We never really did have good communication
Too much to say, not enough time
Little strength to say what needs to be said
The scars too deep

Maybe this will work
No matter what I want to be part of your life
You’re my friend for always
Nothing anyone does or says will ever change that